At least you smile even if it is the slightest at the end of the conversation. Your smile made me happy now. It made me smile too. I love you. "Nightz" and rest well, the man I love.

I hate myself. I hate me now. I am in my darkest this whole time. I lose myself many times now because I lost you. I start blaming every thing around me. I hate to accept that your feelings has faded. I refused to let myself into a bigger pain. I know I am going to lose myself many more times from now, but I will try to let the brighter side of me take over. Right now as I talk to you, I feel happy. Because this is the brighter side of me. Calm, caring, understanding, loving. The side you love me inevitably. But not now anymore. But with our relationship ending, it felt like the first time when I am always so nervous and get so excited to talk to you. I was willing to stay up past my super early bed time to talk to you. Those old good times. And I still love you.

Dance is my life. Being a dancer is more than being able to dance, it's about bringing out who are you through the different emotions and movements. Nothing can stop you once you fall in love with it. "Our hearts speak through dance". 

                                                 We are one big family! #buff#love

Seniors with Mr Johnson Tay

 Selfie with Mr Tay 

 With my Vice President 2014, Mee Mee

 With my President 2014, Koh Shi En

 And, she's also my Hello Kitty! Doesn't she look like one? Hehe. 

 With my most annoying, cheeky, yet lovable junior, Odelia Chan

 With my most act cool (literally 'cold') and most act aunty junior, Rachel Ong

 This is my junior who resemles me: Black, 'tall' and same hairstyle, Shanyce

 With my most shy yet not so shy junior, Lyn

 With my quietest and the one who smiles the brightest junior, Xin Min

 With my Vice President 2014, Kai Lin

 Awwwww... My hello kitty <3 font="">

 The Old and The New

 And so, this is me trying to photobomb Natasya in a picture and I dont know why it ended up like this.. (look down)!

OHHHHHH RIGHT THERE IT'S A PUFFERFISH! 

I love MF Modern Dance and I can't stop missing them. It's a family that I will never forget. They play a huge part in making my secondary school life worthy. They are the ones whom I go through pain and tears with. The ones who are there for everybody and never leaving anyone behind despite any difficulties. They are the ones who kept me going as I was having a tough time leading this family. We worked hard together and played hard together. They are my happiness in my school life. We are all connected by the passion for dance. The desire to grow much. The flame in us will never die. Because 'Our hearts speak through dance'. 

Feelings Beyond Decription

I don't know why but i just feel so heartfelt today. I just looked up my love's Facebook, oh yes I'm stalking him. Hehe. Apparently, I find myself not minding about his past life, being good or bad, or his love life. I know he had many girlfriends before but I never mind any of them, they were still once loved by him, i respect that. :) But nevertheless, I'm very curious about who the girl 'J' is because he had never mentioned before. I think it's just interesting and it will be better to know everything about him, regardless in the past or now. I just want to be closer to him and I know through all the incidents, I will be able to understand his past and try my best to fill him and make his life much more nourishing. Everybody has their past that they got to overcome. Never I thought he will be mine. Everything is very unexpected honestly. From an eyecandy, to a crush, to being my partner, and now in the process of being the one who will accompany for the rest of my life. It's amazing how God has brought us together. No words can describe how I feel now. It's more than happiness. More than grateful. More than appreciating. More than touched.

It's feelings beyond description...

It's been more than 3 years both of us feel for each other. 3 years we've battled and fight our way through the ups and downs. Nobody can imagine how terrible our fights are. And nobody can exactly understand how we might have felt. Many atimes, we wanted to give up but maybe it's God's will that we are bound to be back together. Really. I have asked God many times to remove him if he won't be the one because we are too hurt to go on. But it's funny we never left each other and now i wonder if this is the answer to my prayer for 3 years. He may not be the ideal guy every girl wants: tall, big, rich, smart, big or etc. (Not implying that he don't have any one mentioned), but he's everything I need and everything much more than I can ask for. I know I love him when I always shy away and my heart skips that little beat when our eyes meet. Everytime I see him I see myself smiling and even when we quarrel, I see myself caring and feeling pain when I looked at him. It felt like I just fainted and died due to his charm, hehe. * inserts emoticon with heart shapes in the eyes * Love is wonderful. It's amazing what love can do to us. I don't know why I feel so much when I met him and when we are in love. He changed many parts of me. There are so many memories during this whole lifetime we are together. Till now, there may be still burdens and troubles both of us cant move on and feel hurt about (or maybe it's me), but I know I will overcome them with the prayers and God's blessed strength for me. Because if we are meant to be under God's will, it will be overcomed. It's just the matter of time. 'I love you' is not enough to express my love for him. Our love story and our memories are not opened to public (Insta, FB etc) but the ones around us know that we are together. As I'm blogging about this, there's like tears in my eyes cause I'm too touched thinking about him. I had never loved so hard and so deep before. And I'm glad I found him after failing one love story. Although I still have alot to learn about love and I'm still young, I believe we know we are in love and we are loving now.

I love you, Joshua Liao Jun Sheng. :* <3 i="">

Okay so.. Im back. Its rare for me to use my computer, since years I've really touched it, no idea why i dont like using computer. 
So here I am trying to relieve the feelings I've had today. Had a real life face-to-face major argument with him. Finally had a time to really sit down and talk to him about it. It's just something that happened during our previous break up. An incident that has bothered me for quite awhile. I'm just too understanding to keep it to myself then, felt stupid but glad we had a chance to talk things out today. Not a very fluent one cause i cant handle the emotions that ran through me. I even banged the kitchen table (OMG, what's wrong with me). Im still upset about everything. Never cried so hard, trying to bear the tears and not looking into his eyes. Wanted his hands off me cause i really hated him. 

Yet.. after the discussion (or argument), i was still not able to forgive him. What i found out was far more than what i expected. Still cant get over how stupid he can be or maybe he's just acting like one stupid fellow without his 7th sense that time. It's stupid with his denial. Stupid to have not known cause its too obvious. I will never be able to trust him like before. And her. She no longer can be the friend i can really talk to, so uneasy with her cause i know she aint an easy one. Not badmouthing now, just needa talk it here cause nobody will read it here. He's the one i thought (THOUGHT) was really somewhere near to perfect from what he claimed he was. Non-friendly to lads or he's not good at making friends, or getting near to girls. Just too naive to have those thoughts. Everything changed after that one day when things just go so wrong. Never was an easy task for me to collect all those bad feelings and to not cry and make things bad that day. To forgive, was an even bigger accomplishment to me. Now to think of it, i think i was amazing then and i hope i can be as forgiving as well, or just understanding, at least I'm sufferring alone again inside. Always lonely sometimes right. Everytime i think about this incident, i lose control about everything, my emotions and the kind me. I was not able to be the brightful me in front any others, forget about talking to my friends through phone. Whatever i do, its just way too depressing for me to handle. Nothing of this sort has happened to me throughout my life. I was so strong, and so hard to let loose of my emotions in front of others. Where has that natural smile on me gone to? It was a smile that made me who i am. A smile which everybody likes. A ready smile on me forever. It was gone, thanks to this. 

Im not happy and satisfied with all the bad changes. The main problem WAS her, and till now, sometimes her. She's just not right. The usual kind i know whom is a ___. Rare for me to call someone like that and i know i sound all evil but just let me rant. Nevertheless, still regard her as a friend. Just hope she has her own limits from now on, to him or even to other boys. If not one day when i know certain things about her ____ behavior again, i might just blow. Her actions never seemed to be right. Too much it made me felt disgusted. I mean come on, hey, i know youve got some looks and body but thats not right trying to seek attention. You think its cool and sweet having guys sent you home or having their attention on you? Jokes. No my friend. The problem is: What is your intention calling up him to tell him about your health? Getting some little pity from him? Attention? And yet, J was too blind to see (or just pretend). I never believe that there aint some emotions running through their heads when all of it happened. Why. J, you didnt even inform me about it. Who was i to you. This incident always creates doubts in me for you. Something that you can never explained yourself. And something i will never find an answer to fix with. Yes, im tearing again cause i dont know how to feel anymore.Every time you explain yourself, the more questions i will have. Just, i kept it in again. Yes. Im sorry but i think its no point asking you more and more. Cause youre going crazy and tired answering me and im just afraid you might go mad and dislike me. This incident will never be an easy thing for my acceptance and forgiveness, Im sorry Lord. Maybe you can give me some more strength and wisdom. For now, just until the day i got over it, allow me to cry sometimes to sleep and maybe let time heal me. It still feels like.. cheated i guess? Forgive me for these thoughts, i really need to get myself back. Lord, what if i can never accept and forgive them? Does it mean its best that i leave? At least it means i have no more rights to care and get hurt. But what if he was the guy meant for me and the guy i can never really stop loving? So much to think and feel.. Feeling so lost.. 

Love

It feels like I've lost everything that I once had. I was a little timid, shy, and friendly girl whom everyone would turn to when they faced difficulties. But now, times passed, and things have changed. I don't know if the change is better or worse. I've changed so much ever since I met a guy. I was attracted to him and it just seems like he's the most trustable guy who will never ever leave me. I feel secure whenever I'm with him. Feeling protected and secure, I guess the sense of it is what I really wanted ever since I was young because I'm always facing all kinds of weird problems. I've never guess that I would actually be able to meet a guy who can make me fall deeply in love at such young age. I am really grateful for him. It was my fault in the beginning of this relationship, that I reminded of his past which he had always been trying to get rid of. It was my fault to make him feel pain. Until one day, something just touched me and I realised how much I owe him. I began to change. I tried my best to change, change for him. But never will I know, that my personality has changed too. It drifted me from many of my friends. But I didn't mind, cause I love him. I gave up things, time, work, many much more than I knew. I began to fall deeper and deeper, wanting him more, needing him more. But well, as time passes, things changed. I didn't see it coming. Throughout, I compromise every quarrel, despite knowing that I'm hurt and I didn't deserve all of it. But it was love, that allowed me to give in. So.. years passed, I grew up, I understood and think more of things. And.. I realised how much I've gone through. All those hurts, they kept piling up. But I kept running away from it, thinking that I'll be fine. But I know I'm not. Heart broken. Normal I thought to myself. Everybody been through this. But he changed. I don't feel secure anymore. I just cant get over the pain. I tried to express myself, but he couldn't understand. I was upset. I have been crying myself to sleep many nights. It reminded me of who I was when I was a small little kid, so much of insecurities. He never knew, all these pain that was gradually built could hurt me so deeply. And I began to doubt everything. Promises broken, hearts shattered. People always say promises are meant to be broken. Well, for me, I don't think it this way. I feel that as long as somebody tried his best to fulfil the promises he made, it's more than enough. It's just kinda impossible to not break it, and nobody's perfect. But I guess I was really upset. Did you really see through the hurt I've been through? Did you really understand why I confronted you? You promised me you will try to mend the broken pieces back. I didn't expect it to be perfect, it can never be. Have you really tried your best? I wish you could just look through me. You said you love my voice, is that true? Because.. I no longer hear you saying that you miss my voice, or even me. You don't initiate call, or even outings. I was afraid and needed you many times in my life. But everytime I was afraid that it's irritating and yeah. Whatever. But now, you had less time for me. I could sense you urging to end the call. I didn't speak much then, but neither did you sense that I was hurt. I feel that sometimes, your life is just so much different from mine. I felt so.. left out, odd one out in your life I guess? Everything really has changed after you came. Better but now, worse. Many thoughts came across me. I doubted our love, yes, really gradually after I lost you. Maybe I should break away from this pain, I thought. But, everytime, I held on. I told myself to have more courage, to fight on further no matter how painful it can get. I had so much into him. But.. I really just wanna hand everything to God and let him decide my path now. I really want him in my future. And now I wonder if I can ever fall in love again.. ever..
I have so much to say but I don't know how to just express it to him anymore. Too lost for words when I see him. It just melts me when I saw him. Heart beating fast and faster. I can never bring myself to hurt him by any words. Neither can I afford any more hurts. I wish, the only wish. Nevertheless, I promise. I promise that I will do my best for the promises I've made to him. To be his guardian angel giving him endless support in whatever hard times, and him to be my happiness, the one who brought joy in my life still. I'm still deeply in love with him. And so I pray, I pray that God will give me the strength, courage, and a heart that would be able to compromise him and that I will be able to overcome the burden in me. And, I pray, that he is still happy. I love him.

I'm sorry but here is the only platform where I can release everything out. It's dead for quite a while so I guess nobody actually will be able to read it anymore.

You left me in this cruel world.

It's been more than a year since I updated my blog. I guess this is the only place where I can reveal my feelings. Many things happened throughout this year. It's hard. Really hard for me. And it just seems like I have no one to turn to. Everytime whether good or bad happens, I would like to turn to you. But you always turn me down. 
And now I wonder. What's on your mind. It's long since we had a long talk. There are many promises within us, incomplete. Why are you doing this to me. You know we had it all. You know what I did to hold this tight. Or do you even know? And with just one thought of yours, you end it all. Why didnt you tell me earlier. I'm like a fool all these while hoping to get us back. It's time you looked through me. Because of you, I've lost many in my life. And now that you're the only one left, you abandoned me in this empty field. Why, how, what am I supposed to do. I need go get back up alone without you and survive in this cruel world. You know the broken pieces in me. But you never knew how weak I was. Because I always have this smile readily to tell the world that no, I'm not weak I can handle this. I don't know what else to feel. It's a misery. 

Yo people~ Sorry that i have not been blogging since 8 dec >.<

Im too lazy and was really busy when school starts.. :P

Stayed back all days just for dance stuffs and for studies (:

Argh, not coping well with my studies!! EMaths and AMaths are super confusing for me.. And i didnt pay attention in my physics and chemistry classes too :( This is getting crazier T.T

There are so many contents to understand and memorise.. HISTORY, SS! ._.

This week's new year and I will still have to study for the upcoming tests.. Haizz, and i definitely flunked my EMaths test yesterday.. :'(

Gonna study at Msia but all the books damn thick sia.. haiyo XD

Yesterday night was busy taking photos of my textbook so that i can go back without the those textbooks but i must must must bring my AMaths! So afraid of Maths now.. x: Can't even enjoy my trip back to Malaysia :@

Nowadays alot of people are getting sick and there are more and more deaths.. Continuous 3.. What is wrong?... :'( Unfortunate accidents happened and loved ones were lost.. Sorry Zheng Xian that I couldnt attend the funeral.. Hope you and your family are doing fine..

Okay, go back to the active me! I'm gonna change my songs on the blog and i will start to watch my anime!! And then, do finish Physics homework so I dont have to bring it back to Malaysia :O (:

Bye people! I'm missing you much.. Even though you just left me in less than a day...

-ziwei ;)

Nowadays

Back home! (:

Modern Dance sucks today, seriously.

Discouraged me from dancing Comtemp dance ><

But, somehow I wished that I had dance for the whole day.

So that I would be so tired to even bother other things :D

Go home just bathe and sleep. Wow xD

Lazy blog today.. :P Bye! ^^

-ziwei

You're a very sensitive yet insensitive man.

Slept at 1 plus last night :O

Woke up at 9 plus and quickly washed up, eat breakfast, do housework, bathe then go out of house alr.. x:

Whole week of dance practices! Goodluck to me! XD

Went for dance practice, was late for 2 minutes! LOL :P

Did lyrical hip hop and then modern dance.. Super tiring! Ask Ellen change steps, she change into more challenging ones >< I rather don't change sia.. It would be so much easier! :(

Hurt my back and skinburn today again.. Zzz.. Shoulder injured also.. Haiyo~

Dance dance dance then go near MRT slacked and ate abit with Jiamin :D

Had been skipping lunch these few days.. Hehe xP

Chit-chat with Jiamin xD We keep laughing in the mrt sia, then she banged so mnay people.. Haha!

Reached home at around 8 pm.. Bathe and ate dinner :)

Nasi Lemak made by my mummy for dinner! ;)

Hungry hungry! XD

Having stomachache again >< Seriously.. WHAT DID I ATE WRONG?! =.=

LOL.

Okay la.. Post again next time.. I shall entertain myself from now on (:

Byebye ^^

-ziweilove&missdieyou<3

Not sleeping well nowadays :O

Sleep until 9 plus then ate breakfast. :)

Wash up and went out for dance practice.. It's starting at 1! Was late for dance again :(

Arggghhh..

Cant be late tomorrow~ ><

I'm so tireddd.. Hurt my back while practicing 'Snake' again T.T

Omgg, I'm so gonna catch up in modern dance!!

Somehow I feel that the more i practice, the more i got worse.. Ahh~

Tmr got dance again.. at 1 pm again.. Got modern dance tmr! :O

It feels so weird dancing without Jiamin..

11-12 more days to performance! That's fast xD Hehe..

Churchies will be coming back tmr ^^

Quickly reach singapore la xP

Alright~ I shall go watch my Fairy Tail now :D Bye people~ ;)

-ziweilove&missdieyou<3

Hihi! (;

Okay.. So.. I didnt sleep well last night..

Woke up at 4 plus and didnt want to go back to sleep until my mummy wakes up..

Couldn't move much on my bed and my headache was aching throughout the night :(

Couldn't take the pain anymore!! :S

Finally, she woke up at 5 plus..

She gave me medicine.. Was actually haviing a high fever since last night , even before i sleep. :O

Mummy nagged at me for not waking her up when I was having fever..

I then dont dare get off my bed in he middle of the night leh! :P

The medicine workks :D Went back to sleep until 8 plus..

Ate breakfast and went back to sleep awhile more.. (:

Wake up, do housework and bathe :D

Went out with Clique to watch 'Already Famous' at amk.. The show is nice (Y) ^^

The chubby kid so cute xD Hehehe..

After movie, went home.. Wanted to Claire's house but mummy doesnt allow me to go as Im sick :(

I want to watch Apple of My Eye!! :) My sister watched without me >< Good lor~ xP

Now got stomachache =.= Then just now diarrhea x: Why am I getting sick now? :O

But I'm a superwoman so I recover fast! :D Hehe.. Bet i will recover by tmr (;

Gotta go for dance tmr again.. :( I just wanna sleep the whole day! :P

Hmm.. Wondering what are the churchies doing now.. :)

Alright.. Shall post again next time.. Bye~ ^^

-ziweilove&missdieyou<3

Hello people! (:

Didn't went church today.. Was rather down these few days.. :O

Churchies went overseas today..

Left house at 2 plus for dance practice.. Was 10 minutes late :P

Dance was tiring , as usual.. Did a dry run for the performance.. (:

Wow.. 3 items continuously is quite a challenge.. Gotta catch my breath fast >.<

Need to train on my stamina alr :(

Legs are aching again.. T.T

Zhongyi let us off early today..

Stayed and practice a little more and went home at 8 plus.. ;)

On the way home saw my daddy and sister and so I joined them and went to Toa Payoh and bought stuffs.. My stomach was grumbling =.=

Didn't have much energy so I went back home first.. Was having a bad headache too.. :'(

Reached home and I lied on the sofa.. Dead xD haha..

Mummy rushed me to go and bathe xD Quickly go bathe with warm water man.. I'm freezing cold!!

After bathing, had dinner.. (:

Began to feel more and more uncomfortable.. Wore a jacket and without fan, I'm still cold -.-

Now currently lying on my bed and hiding under my blanket.. Still very cold :x LOL!

Feel so sick!! Oh my..

Actually I didn't want to blog.. But I have to.. ^^

Hopefully I get better Tomorrow so that I can hang out with my clique! (:

I miss my clique!! Didn't hang out with you guys for so long alr!! :( See you guys soon! :DD

Alright.. I shall rest early Tonight (:

Nights people! :D

-ziwei

Yesterday went for a 6 hour plus dance :O

Muscles aching badly today again.. But somehow better than yesterday alr (;

Maybe others are having body aches like me too? Hehe xD

Went out with family for dinner today :D

Quite fun sia.. My parents like so sweet xP

Super full today!! ><

Wondering if i should go to church tomorrow.. Anw, dance's starting earlier tmr.. But I hope to see my churchies off.. Hmm.. See ba~

I'm so tired :S

I'm taking my phone with me all the time.. Keep playing Kart Rider and Tap tap (:

And texting my baobei Jiamin <3 We're both so bored ttm x)

Okay.. Nothing else to blog alr.. I shall watch show later on or play my games to let time pass :D

Byebye!! ;)

-ziwei

One word for you, Selfish.

" Silence is a girl's loudest cry. You can always tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you. "

Sorry for not blogging nowadays! :P

Tuesday went for eye check up.. :)

My right eye is 200?! My left eye 50 xD Wow, so much of a difference :O

After check up, went to AMK to change the phone card to IPhone card (;

Wow, finally.. Can use IPhone :D But maybe it isn't a good thing either~ I kept my eyes on the phone almost all day long! X: That's so not good :(

But there's so many things to explore in it.. And it made me soo busy :C

Wednesday went out (:

Had a great time ^^ <3

Got a Hello Kitty IPhone 4s cover!! It's so damn KAWAAIIII~ ;D Hehe!! Thanks alot, Sandra Auntie (:

Today went for dance.. Was a little late for dance as Jiamin woke up late xD

Lucky i woke her up by spamming her phone xP

Hehe.. if not she'd still be pigging while i'm dancing :P

Dance was super tiring today.. teacher kept on repeating the music and brushed up our steps..

Hope i can really keep up the standard for 'Stupid' :D

I gotta improve on the other items , esp Modern Dance :S

Don't feel like dancing Modern though.. But i cant quit :)

Out of energy while dancing I'll Be Fine.. Totally :x

After the dance, i went to practice 'snake' with Jiamin.. Jiamin's so stubborn! Injured her back still want to keep on practicing.. Haizz.. Practice on mattress today, so I'm fine ;)

And, I did it!! ;D Hehe~

Reached home at 7 plus, ate dinner and used com :)

There's dance tmr again.. Somehow I regretted going today.. I'm bound to have muscleache tmr :O

Wow, consistent having dance practices till Sunday T.T Gonna be so busy for these 2 or 3 weeks :'( Sorry guys for not being able to spend time with you all.. :( And yeah, you.. :(

Alright, I shall stop here.. Cya! ^^

-ziweilove&missdieyou<3

Have been practicing dance for the past 2 days..

Me and Jiamin kept trying to do techniques that we never do before.. And we ended up injuring ourselves.. But we were too stubborn to stop practicing it, then nagged by Zhong Yi :P

Sunday went church.. The message was like .. WOW.. (Y) ;) Thank God :)

Had buffet for lunch and stayed for a briefing for Christmas Eve. People talked to me and kept tapping on my right shoulder =.= PAIN SIA ! Backbone, hip, shoulder, feet all injured liaos.. I better do well for the performance :O Couldn't lie and sit properly now.. xD Like lao ah ma now sia.. ><

No dance today! Woohoo! Not gonna go out man.. Stay at home and . Hehehe xP

Tmr got appointment.

Wah, Im so bored now~ Dunno why cant seem to receive some people's msgs again!! ._. Irritating phone!! T.T hmmm..

Alright, gonna fb and watch my anime alr, then i will take a napp!!! ;D Byebye~ ^^

-ziwei'smissingyou<3

Sorry people for not updating my blog for... a few days?? :P

Cousins came for stayover so i cant blog - :(

Sunday they came.. Monday we went out to Bugis with my aunt and cousins.. Bought a short pants and 2 t-shirts.. It was a tiring day man, but it's fun! haha :)

Tuesday went Junction 8 to shop.. My cousin wanted to go Comics Collection to see kpop stuffs xD Im not into kpop anymore~ (Y) :D

Cousins and aunt went back on Tuesday night :( Left one cousin at my house.. CALSY LAU.

Wed went to eat KFC at tpy central with my cousin and sis. After that went to a cake shop, and bought a cake for my daddy and brother (;

I chose the cake! And it was super super super nice and yummmyyyyy~ <3 Hehehe! ^.^

Thursday stayed at home and i'm rotting!! T.T Also cannot use com cause my brother go and put password ._.

I went out today, so i cant send my cousin off :( I was homed at 8 pm (:

Hmm.. Rather sad that my cousin is gone even when she bullied me =.=

Hehehe.. :)

Got dance practice tmr! >< Omg, 3 weeks to the performance!! Jiayou jiayou! :)

Post again next time ba (:

Buh-bye~

-ziweiloveandmissyoualot<3

Morning people! :)

Didnt go church today x: The books are still in church! :O

Nvm..

I'm sleepy now~ Cousins will be coming later ;) Hopefully, it will be fun? xD

Woke up at 8 plus.. Ate breakfast and did house chores.. Tired.. Zzz..

Evening gonna go for dance again!

Currently listening to Best Friend by Jason Chen.. <3

Gonna try to sleep later.. xD

Okay.. I go watch my Fairy Tail alr.. Bye~

-ziwei

Kept sleeping late nowadays~ When i sleep, confirm 2 plus will wake up one.. and i'll get back to sleep at 3 plus x: Then morning wake up and go back to sleep again ._. Pig max..

Today's my brother's birthday ! :)

He invited so many friends to the house :O Only got one girl siol~ Hmm... Suspicious~ Hehe :P

My mum cooked so many stuffs man..

My sister and I helped out in the kitchen :)

Then they went to skygarden eat and play~ They eat so less bee hoon only =.= There's so much leftover?! x:

After that I bathed..

My mum helped me sew back the pants alr :)

But.. We quarreled :(

She down there keep nagging and scolding me about buying such a lousy quality pants.. But everytime i ask her pei me buy, she wouldnt go.. ._. Then now scold :S

I asked her to stop but she continued and insulted me being a dancer and stuffs.. I dislike it and argued back x: Dancing is my passion since young..

Went out of house at 2 plus.. Went bugis again until 5.30 then went for dance..

Time flew today! xD

Learnt new steps today! ;) Must try to catch up abit more, but I enjoyed it (:

We also took group photo for the booklet too :D

Tmr there's dance again! Modern dance with Alan :) rather afraid of what we will be doing for the performance.. Modern Dance x: And i'm still not flexible T.T

Came home and bathed, ate mac for dinner..

Now using com ^^

Alright~ I post again next time ba ;)

-ziwei <3

Went out with Jiamin, Warren and Jayson today..

We met up late.. At about.. eerrr.. 3 plus?

Went to Somerset first.. See through the shops and all the things there are ex :O

Sat down at Subway to take a bite and we moved on to Bugis :)

Second time in Bugis! xD

Saw a shop which sell a white pants at 35 dollars.. then we walked around again saw a shop that sells the same pants and it's only 29 and if we buy 2, it's only 50 (:

The lady persuade us for very long xD Then we just stand there keep deciding if we should buy that pants.. The pants quite cool though can fold up one :D But only left the red one.. No more black one :(

Took the red one.. Was relieved that we bought it alr..

walked around and after Jiamin bought her tights, we went to AMK :)

There got night market.. Small small one.. Walk walk and bought food to eat :)

Jiamin bought Chou dou fu for us.. The smell really... Horrible~ :P

I ate two then dun want eat alr.. So bitter.. Jiamin say it should taste like that.. xD Haha!

Then a couple walked pass us and they super super funny and cute sia!! They ask each other like why so smelly.. Then the boyfriend 'scold' the girlfriend, " Isit your sweater smelly?! (In Chinese) " EPIC MAX xD Then me and Jiamin controlling our laughter until they are gone! :P Super super funny~ Cant stop laughing about that sia.. Hehe :D

Bought ice cream and sausage too ;)

reached home at about 9? :)

Quickly bathed and i was excited to try on the white pants.. Hopefully, it is what i wanted..

*I try on..* Oh shucks! My thigh there is tight, waist lose, biceps also lose.. Then cannot dance with it since it's tight?! I dance abit then break got hole .. How cool? =.=

And the colour is not white.. Can see yellowish yellowish under the light..

It made me even more mad thinking about what the lady said today.. Say it will be lose for us.. and say it's suitable and all shit.. Still tell her friend she wasted alot saliva then sold those 2 pants off.. he dun let us try! T.T Omg, i regretted~ Should have gone to tpy and bought the pants.. It's like the correct material although it's more ex >.< But anw, im not gonna buy a new one just for this performance ._. Waste my parent's xue han qian only.. :'(

Suey suey Mr Quek online just now.. and he told me off a little? But nvm la.. he ask me go alter x: Haizz.. So ffffffaaaannn~ D: Not gonna go that shop alr! xP

Now still need find something that i can wear inside the white shirt =.=

Nvm.. Not gonna care alr..

Gonna watch anime later.. :D

Hehe.. I shall post again next time ba.. :)

Bye everyone! ^^

-ziwei