Sunday, October 16, 2011

Went church today (:
My sister didn't go again! =.=
I have to always lie for her.. Irritating xD
Helped Jenny JieJie to cut things for the Sunday School kids..
Chiong to finish it, and ended up being late for the main service..
Oh man, how can I be late?! D:
Only get to see him play one song sia x:
But he played very well, hehe :D <3
Had Nasi Lemak for lunch (:
Went home at about 2?
Joshua's daddy sent me to tpy (:
Thank you alot! ^^
Slept awhile while listening to music xD
Didnt want to eat my dinner as I was too full after eating a packet of potato chips! :P
Hehehe..
Nowadays I kept eating alot even when I'm too full..
I dunno why either xO

I'm missing you alot alot..
I love you too much..
No way I'm letting you go..
(:


-ziweilove&missdieyou <3



Friday, October 14, 2011


Time passed fast today.. (:
Played cheat and murderer in class, even though cards are not allowed, but no one cares x:
Stayed back during lesson as we wanted to continue our games, but one SL threatened that if we do not go, he will complain to Mr. Raj . =.=
So we went down and within 5 minutes, need go back class alr, LOL?!
Played murderer in a smaller group during three periods of D&T :D
I won the game!! WOHOO! *wink* *wink* *wink*
Hehehe~ ;D
Gonna play it on Monday again! ;)

After school, had dance.
Instructors didn't come today, but the sec4s seniors came :O
I was very excited to see them back, cause I miss them alot alot :(
But, I wasn't excited after knowing that we had to perform for them..
They're strict and fierce! D:

Polished up our steps today and did alot of splits today.
Had a good stretch and my thigh muscles are hurting now! :'(
I think i got knee problems man >< haizz!
Next next week, there's split test! BOOO~

Oh ya! Update on my results..

English - (same)
Maths - 75 , A1! YEAH! :D
Science - 63
Hcl - (same)
Lit - 24/25 , failed by one mark! ._.
Art - Forgot! :x
D&T - 70
History - 38/50

I wanna get into 3A or 3I next year! :(:(

Dreamt again (;
Haha! :D
Isit true that dreams about our personal stuffs will be the opposite in real life? o.O?
:)

-ziwei; missdieyou<3



Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Today went to Jayson's house instead ._.
Wanted to go in the dance studio, but there are some other sec 3s in there with my classmates..

Lee Zi Min is so damn unreasonable?!
You wanna fight with YenCheng?ARE YOU MAD?
Can you control your temper?!
Can't you guys just share the dance studio together happily? YenCheng's group didn't offend you leh! They on their music, you complain what?! He got the keys first leh x: He was kind enough not to quarrel with you, although XinLei did. Everytime only know how to guailan people.. Don't think you very big everyone must listen to you!

At Jayson's house, didn't do much..
Only ate cookies, play taptap, and watch tv x:
Went home at about 6 (:
Reached home, saw my sister's friend, Cheryl! :D
She's teaching my sister A Maths now!
She was very funny man xD
Me and her ganged up and 'shoot' my sister :P
Hehe!! Bleh~ xP
Now currently using computer (;

Anw, I got some results back and it's really horrible ._.
Okay, here it goes...

English Paper 1 : 39/60
English Paper 2: 30/50
English Oral Presentation: 29/40

Maths: 73/100
Omg, I'm so gonna dislike this! I just need 2 more marks to get an A1! And i missed my 6 marks, and if i got them, i would have got 79?! ARGH >.<

Higher Chinese Paper 1: 50/90 ( If I'm not wrong. )
Higher Chinese Paper 2: 55.5/90
Higher Chinese Oral: 15.6/20

Science Section A+B: 44/60

Oh man! Every result sucks! How am I gonna get into 3I?! :'(
Now, I can only hope for the chance to be in that class and I'm satisfied!!

Currently listening to Comatose by Skillet (: It's awesome! And the lyrics! Hehe ^^
Gonna blog till here! Will update soon now that exams are over and I'm rotting! :P

-ziwei <3

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Finally, I'm back to the more cheerful me :D
Thanks guys ;)
Slept alot nowadays, I'm just too tired for anything..
Stayed at home today..
Didn't go church cause my sis didnt :P
And yeah! Finally exams are over!! But now, I'm like rotting at home >.<
How cool is this? xD

Yesterday went for dance practice at PA!!
The feeling back into dancing is so shiock! :D
I was glad that I'm able to concentrate even though so many things happened and the song that we're dancing happens to be the song that makes me cry x:
Haha! But i ain't crying (:
Went home quite late and the mrt suddenly stopped at novena or some station then dunno got what announcement telling us to get down the train and Jiamin scared me! She said she was afraid that there's bomb in the train.. BOMB?! :O I got a shock man xD
Thank God Jiamin and I reached home safely (: Hehe~

There's dance tmr!! Got to wake up early but better than satying at home leh xD
Bet that the seniors will do an attire check x: OUR NAILS~
In the evening, got BBQ :D
I'm looking forward to it, Esp the MUFFINS~ Yummy yummy!! ;D

Im writing till here (:

-ziwei :D


Everyone is slowly getting into your trap..
You sure you didn't want it? Stop lying to us..
We aren't dumb..
I have lost trust in you, but I still have hope in you..
You're more than a two-sided face! FACE THE FACT AND STOP EXPLAINING FOR YOURSELF.


Friday, October 7, 2011


I wanted it to end off better, but we ended up arguing. Misunderstanding each other. I thought I wouldn't regret, but I did. I really still can't let you go. But I dunno why.. I did it.. I didn't have a hug from you and I didn't end it with a bye. Did you realised it? Friends are more important to me, but I love you even more. I wanted to take my words back, but I know I shouldn't cause you'll be better off without me. The moment I wake up, I kept thinking of you. In the morning, I would always text you a morning message, but I couldn't now.. I realised I can't accept the fact that you'd left me. I didn't want to open my eyes and get off my bed to know all these were not a dream. Are you relieved now that you do not have me? If not, I would really regret.. I wanted time to rewind, truthfully, but I know you will not want that girl back, never in your life again.. I hope I was an angel by your side, helping you through anytime..

You're my heart-stealer. You're my heart-breaker. You're still my lover.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I'm wrong about you. Totally wrong. You hid everything, thinking that we're dummy. I just kept quite about it. *WE. I gave you all my trust, but you betrayed my heart once and once again. How could you.. I believed every people who knows that agree to me too. You've changed. You wanted attention? Yeah, but it just make you a slut. Do you think you can hide THAT LONG? It felt like a stab in my heart. I hope everything that I assume wasn't true, but everything fits perfectly. I've regretted knowing you, my best friend.