Monday, March 10, 2014

Dance is my life. Being a dancer is more than being able to dance, it's about bringing out who are you through the different emotions and movements. Nothing can stop you once you fall in love with it. "Our hearts speak through dance". 

                                                 We are one big family! #buff#love
Seniors with Mr Johnson Tay
 Selfie with Mr Tay 
 With my Vice President 2014, Mee Mee
 With my President 2014, Koh Shi En
 And, she's also my Hello Kitty! Doesn't she look like one? Hehe. 
 With my most annoying, cheeky, yet lovable junior, Odelia Chan
 With my most act cool (literally 'cold') and most act aunty junior, Rachel Ong
 This is my junior who resemles me: Black, 'tall' and same hairstyle, Shanyce
 With my most shy yet not so shy junior, Lyn
 With my quietest and the one who smiles the brightest junior, Xin Min


 With my Vice President 2014, Kai Lin
 Awwwww... My hello kitty <3 font="">
 The Old and The New



 And so, this is me trying to photobomb Natasya in a picture and I dont know why it ended up like this.. (look down)!
OHHHHHH RIGHT THERE IT'S A PUFFERFISH! 



I love MF Modern Dance and I can't stop missing them. It's a family that I will never forget. They play a huge part in making my secondary school life worthy. They are the ones whom I go through pain and tears with. The ones who are there for everybody and never leaving anyone behind despite any difficulties. They are the ones who kept me going as I was having a tough time leading this family. We worked hard together and played hard together. They are my happiness in my school life. We are all connected by the passion for dance. The desire to grow much. The flame in us will never die. Because 'Our hearts speak through dance'. 

Monday, March 3, 2014

Feelings Beyond Decription

I don't know why but i just feel so heartfelt today. I just looked up my love's Facebook, oh yes I'm stalking him. Hehe. Apparently, I find myself not minding about his past life, being good or bad, or his love life. I know he had many girlfriends before but I never mind any of them, they were still once loved by him, i respect that. :) But nevertheless, I'm very curious about who the girl 'J' is because he had never mentioned before. I think it's just interesting and it will be better to know everything about him, regardless in the past or now. I just want to be closer to him and I know through all the incidents, I will be able to understand his past and try my best to fill him and make his life much more nourishing. Everybody has their past that they got to overcome. Never I thought he will be mine. Everything is very unexpected honestly. From an eyecandy, to a crush, to being my partner, and now in the process of being the one who will accompany for the rest of my life. It's amazing how God has brought us together. No words can describe how I feel now. It's more than happiness. More than grateful. More than appreciating. More than touched.

It's feelings beyond description...

It's been more than 3 years both of us feel for each other. 3 years we've battled and fight our way through the ups and downs. Nobody can imagine how terrible our fights are. And nobody can exactly understand how we might have felt. Many atimes, we wanted to give up but maybe it's God's will that we are bound to be back together. Really. I have asked God many times to remove him if he won't be the one because we are too hurt to go on. But it's funny we never left each other and now i wonder if this is the answer to my prayer for 3 years. He may not be the ideal guy every girl wants: tall, big, rich, smart, big or etc. (Not implying that he don't have any one mentioned), but he's everything I need and everything much more than I can ask for. I know I love him when I always shy away and my heart skips that little beat when our eyes meet. Everytime I see him I see myself smiling and even when we quarrel, I see myself caring and feeling pain when I looked at him. It felt like I just fainted and died due to his charm, hehe. * inserts emoticon with heart shapes in the eyes * Love is wonderful. It's amazing what love can do to us. I don't know why I feel so much when I met him and when we are in love. He changed many parts of me. There are so many memories during this whole lifetime we are together. Till now, there may be still burdens and troubles both of us cant move on and feel hurt about (or maybe it's me), but I know I will overcome them with the prayers and God's blessed strength for me. Because if we are meant to be under God's will, it will be overcomed. It's just the matter of time. 'I love you' is not enough to express my love for him. Our love story and our memories are not opened to public (Insta, FB etc) but the ones around us know that we are together. As I'm blogging about this, there's like tears in my eyes cause I'm too touched thinking about him. I had never loved so hard and so deep before. And I'm glad I found him after failing one love story. Although I still have alot to learn about love and I'm still young, I believe we know we are in love and we are loving now.

I love you, Joshua Liao Jun Sheng. :* <3 i="">