You left me in this cruel world.

It's been more than a year since I updated my blog. I guess this is the only place where I can reveal my feelings. Many things happened throughout this year. It's hard. Really hard for me. And it just seems like I have no one to turn to. Everytime whether good or bad happens, I would like to turn to you. But you always turn me down. 
And now I wonder. What's on your mind. It's long since we had a long talk. There are many promises within us, incomplete. Why are you doing this to me. You know we had it all. You know what I did to hold this tight. Or do you even know? And with just one thought of yours, you end it all. Why didnt you tell me earlier. I'm like a fool all these while hoping to get us back. It's time you looked through me. Because of you, I've lost many in my life. And now that you're the only one left, you abandoned me in this empty field. Why, how, what am I supposed to do. I need go get back up alone without you and survive in this cruel world. You know the broken pieces in me. But you never knew how weak I was. Because I always have this smile readily to tell the world that no, I'm not weak I can handle this. I don't know what else to feel. It's a misery. 

Yo people~ Sorry that i have not been blogging since 8 dec >.<

Im too lazy and was really busy when school starts.. :P

Stayed back all days just for dance stuffs and for studies (:

Argh, not coping well with my studies!! EMaths and AMaths are super confusing for me.. And i didnt pay attention in my physics and chemistry classes too :( This is getting crazier T.T

There are so many contents to understand and memorise.. HISTORY, SS! ._.

This week's new year and I will still have to study for the upcoming tests.. Haizz, and i definitely flunked my EMaths test yesterday.. :'(

Gonna study at Msia but all the books damn thick sia.. haiyo XD

Yesterday night was busy taking photos of my textbook so that i can go back without the those textbooks but i must must must bring my AMaths! So afraid of Maths now.. x: Can't even enjoy my trip back to Malaysia :@

Nowadays alot of people are getting sick and there are more and more deaths.. Continuous 3.. What is wrong?... :'( Unfortunate accidents happened and loved ones were lost.. Sorry Zheng Xian that I couldnt attend the funeral.. Hope you and your family are doing fine..

Okay, go back to the active me! I'm gonna change my songs on the blog and i will start to watch my anime!! And then, do finish Physics homework so I dont have to bring it back to Malaysia :O (:

Bye people! I'm missing you much.. Even though you just left me in less than a day...

-ziwei ;)

Nowadays

Back home! (:

Modern Dance sucks today, seriously.

Discouraged me from dancing Comtemp dance ><

But, somehow I wished that I had dance for the whole day.

So that I would be so tired to even bother other things :D

Go home just bathe and sleep. Wow xD

Lazy blog today.. :P Bye! ^^

-ziwei

You're a very sensitive yet insensitive man.

Slept at 1 plus last night :O

Woke up at 9 plus and quickly washed up, eat breakfast, do housework, bathe then go out of house alr.. x:

Whole week of dance practices! Goodluck to me! XD

Went for dance practice, was late for 2 minutes! LOL :P

Did lyrical hip hop and then modern dance.. Super tiring! Ask Ellen change steps, she change into more challenging ones >< I rather don't change sia.. It would be so much easier! :(

Hurt my back and skinburn today again.. Zzz.. Shoulder injured also.. Haiyo~

Dance dance dance then go near MRT slacked and ate abit with Jiamin :D

Had been skipping lunch these few days.. Hehe xP

Chit-chat with Jiamin xD We keep laughing in the mrt sia, then she banged so mnay people.. Haha!

Reached home at around 8 pm.. Bathe and ate dinner :)

Nasi Lemak made by my mummy for dinner! ;)

Hungry hungry! XD

Having stomachache again >< Seriously.. WHAT DID I ATE WRONG?! =.=

LOL.

Okay la.. Post again next time.. I shall entertain myself from now on (:

Byebye ^^

-ziweilove&missdieyou<3

Not sleeping well nowadays :O

Sleep until 9 plus then ate breakfast. :)

Wash up and went out for dance practice.. It's starting at 1! Was late for dance again :(

Arggghhh..

Cant be late tomorrow~ ><

I'm so tireddd.. Hurt my back while practicing 'Snake' again T.T

Omgg, I'm so gonna catch up in modern dance!!

Somehow I feel that the more i practice, the more i got worse.. Ahh~

Tmr got dance again.. at 1 pm again.. Got modern dance tmr! :O

It feels so weird dancing without Jiamin..

11-12 more days to performance! That's fast xD Hehe..

Churchies will be coming back tmr ^^

Quickly reach singapore la xP

Alright~ I shall go watch my Fairy Tail now :D Bye people~ ;)

-ziweilove&missdieyou<3

Hihi! (;

Okay.. So.. I didnt sleep well last night..

Woke up at 4 plus and didnt want to go back to sleep until my mummy wakes up..

Couldn't move much on my bed and my headache was aching throughout the night :(

Couldn't take the pain anymore!! :S

Finally, she woke up at 5 plus..

She gave me medicine.. Was actually haviing a high fever since last night , even before i sleep. :O

Mummy nagged at me for not waking her up when I was having fever..

I then dont dare get off my bed in he middle of the night leh! :P

The medicine workks :D Went back to sleep until 8 plus..

Ate breakfast and went back to sleep awhile more.. (:

Wake up, do housework and bathe :D

Went out with Clique to watch 'Already Famous' at amk.. The show is nice (Y) ^^

The chubby kid so cute xD Hehehe..

After movie, went home.. Wanted to Claire's house but mummy doesnt allow me to go as Im sick :(

I want to watch Apple of My Eye!! :) My sister watched without me >< Good lor~ xP

Now got stomachache =.= Then just now diarrhea x: Why am I getting sick now? :O

But I'm a superwoman so I recover fast! :D Hehe.. Bet i will recover by tmr (;

Gotta go for dance tmr again.. :( I just wanna sleep the whole day! :P

Hmm.. Wondering what are the churchies doing now.. :)

Alright.. Shall post again next time.. Bye~ ^^

-ziweilove&missdieyou<3

Hello people! (:

Didn't went church today.. Was rather down these few days.. :O

Churchies went overseas today..

Left house at 2 plus for dance practice.. Was 10 minutes late :P

Dance was tiring , as usual.. Did a dry run for the performance.. (:

Wow.. 3 items continuously is quite a challenge.. Gotta catch my breath fast >.<

Need to train on my stamina alr :(

Legs are aching again.. T.T

Zhongyi let us off early today..

Stayed and practice a little more and went home at 8 plus.. ;)

On the way home saw my daddy and sister and so I joined them and went to Toa Payoh and bought stuffs.. My stomach was grumbling =.=

Didn't have much energy so I went back home first.. Was having a bad headache too.. :'(

Reached home and I lied on the sofa.. Dead xD haha..

Mummy rushed me to go and bathe xD Quickly go bathe with warm water man.. I'm freezing cold!!

After bathing, had dinner.. (:

Began to feel more and more uncomfortable.. Wore a jacket and without fan, I'm still cold -.-

Now currently lying on my bed and hiding under my blanket.. Still very cold :x LOL!

Feel so sick!! Oh my..

Actually I didn't want to blog.. But I have to.. ^^

Hopefully I get better Tomorrow so that I can hang out with my clique! (:

I miss my clique!! Didn't hang out with you guys for so long alr!! :( See you guys soon! :DD

Alright.. I shall rest early Tonight (:

Nights people! :D

-ziwei